If Only I Had Told Her (Collector's Edition) Hardcover – 4 Nov. 2025 by Laura Nowlin

** A gorgeous, must-have Collector’s Edition of the beloved companion novel to the New York Times bestselling and YA BookTok sensation, If He Had Been With Me **

This beautiful Collector’s Edition of Laura Nowlin's acclaimed If Only I Had Told Her features a newly designed cover with printed edges, designed endpapers, a ribbon bookmark, and an exclusive new scene!

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An authentic and raw portrait of love, regret, and those relationships that change your life.

If only I'd told her that I loved her years ago, then I wouldn't be here now...

Finn has always loved Autumn. She's not just the girl next door or his mother's best friend's daughter, she is his everything. But she's not his girlfriend. That's Sylvie, and Finn would never hurt her, so there's no way Autumn could know how he truly feels.

Jack, Finn's best friend, isn't so sure. He's seen Finn and Autumn together. How could she not know? And how is he supposed to support and protect Finn when heartache seems inevitable?

Autumn surrounds herself with books and wants to write her own destiny – but one doesn't always get a new chapter, and fate can be cruel to those in love.

Told through three different perspectives, If Only I Had Told Her is a love story brimming with truth, tragedy, and the unexpected bonds that heal us.

Captivating and heartbreaking, the sequel to If He Had Been With Me is perfect for readers looking for:

• Friends to lovers romance
• Contemporary teen romance books
• Unputdownable and binge-worthy novels
• Complex, emotional young adult stories
• TikTok books

Tropes
Coming of Age
Friends to Lovers
Mental Health
Fated Mates
Cruel Love

Also by Laura Nowlin:
If He Had Been With Me
This Song is (Not) for You